Seriously?
OK- Im exhausted. All I want to do is go to sleep, but thats the only thing I cant do. I wish there was a way for me to pause life, just so I can catch up. At this rate, I will be old and wrinkly by April 1 because of lack of sunlight, sleep, and social interaction. I think im starting to dream while Im awake too. Have you ever looked at people, or decisions, or after you say something you think, I dont know why, but I know that what i just did, or said, or saw, is going to matter in a few days. Even little things. Like you notice that your nail clipper is on your dresser when you are looking for your keys. you stare at that clipper just long enough to realize this is going to matter but think, why do i care about a stupid nail clipper, I need my keys, I am going to miss my train. Then about 2 weeks later, you need to find that nail clipper, and you cant remember where it is and then you notice your keys on your bed, and WAAMM, You say “I saw the nail clipper when I was looking for you, keys! where was it?” and then you remember, its on the dresser. Okay bad example i guess- how bout this- you take your id out of your wallet to buy cigarettes for your roomate at 711. as youre taking it out, you seem to pay particular attention that you put it in the pocket of your black sweatpants, not sure why because you never carry your wallet with you. DAAAAYYYS later, you are driving around, just as normal, and you get pulled over. As you go to reach into your wallet to get your license, (and your PBA cards) you remember, SHIT. ITs in my black sweatpants. Problem is, the officer is not impressed that you know exactly where it is and youre not wearing your black sweatpants now.
