Whaat?
I hate talking to people that I dont like or respect. And its not even like I am getting paid all that much to be nice to these people. (I just dont want to get my ass beat.) I feel like screaming, “YOU CANT JUST WAKE UP ONE DAY AND DECIDE YOU WANT TO BE A PARENT TO YOUR SON WHO IS UNCOMFORTABLE AROUND YOU UNTIL YOU BUY HIM SOMETHING. IF YOU MEANT WHAT YOU ARE SAYING TO ME RIGHT NOW WE NEVER WOULD HAVE MET. YOUR SON WOULD NOT BE UPSET ABOUT MISSING A DAY OF HIS AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM AND HE WOULD BE SO EXCITED TO COME AND SEE YOU THAT HE WOULDNT BE ABLE TO BEHAVE HIMSELF AT SCHOOL ON DAYS THAT HE HAS A VISIT WITH YOU.” But, hes not excited. He would rather stay at school and DO his homework. And last week, he wouldnt have BEGGED his foster mother not to make him come to visit you. Its bad enough I hold my breath in order to maintain control of myself when I talk to these people, but when i see a 7 year old do it too, it breaks my heart. Sign your freakin rights over you selfish bitch. You arent getting him back, and forcing him to see you is just going to make him hate you.
